Diversion

I facebook a lot. I use it as diversion. I realized I used other people's stories as diversion. A way out of the problem that demands my full attention. I am an escapist. If I get bored with facebook, I YM. Sometimes, I call up people or I browse the web. I end up using most of my time, running away until i can't go any further--- deadlines, schedules, more problem. I get stressed after. I end up just living out a fraction of my life---- most is consumed by the internet (be it news, facebook, chat or games) and the remainder trying to squeeze in what is left of my time --- to produce hopefully a brilliant work. I am stressed and feels unproductive. Then, I wonder where did life go?